I think it has to be the worst holiday of the year for me, as I am sure it is for many infertiles. Two years ago I celebrated Mother's Day as a mother-to-be, which was quickly lost in a matter of two weeks.
Last Mother's Day was hard. Christmas is hard too because that was he/she's due date.
I would rather stay in bed all day, but there is family to see, so I can't. I am searching for other ideas online for ways to cope. I would like to plant something, but we don't intend to stay at this house so I don't really want to plant something permanent.
I had been hopeful that maybe this time around I would be pregnant again, but that won't be the case. Our insemination will hopefully be one day next week.